FOR POETRY

Is the universe trying to play a joke on me?? ok, it is not that severe, but how are things just not moving my way? The planets must be out of alignment or something, because if one more thing screws up, i'm just going to go home and bury my head in the covers. i got up this morning with a pretty good feeling i was going to get a new thing. So of course, i get off the phone with gf and as i'm doing that, i'm also checking my email. They want me to send more information, so who knows how long that's going to take, what the hell?? I don't know. i just don't get it. I called my friend to tell him about my bad day and he said he was going to make some calls. Hopefully, he can find out something better so i don't have to wait another fricking 3 weeks. because with all this, i'm losing my "wow, it's friday cheery disposition" and if you want me to put a smile on my face and start singing " the sun will come out tomorrow..." , you can fo...

  A man walking along a beach was deep in prayer. Suddenly the sky clouded above his head and a booming voice said "because you have tried to be good in all ways, i will grant you one wish. The man said "build a bridge to the island there so i can drive over anytime i want. The voice said " your request is very materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking, the supports required to reach the bottom of the ocean! The concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it's hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something else". The man thought about it for a long time. Finally he said " I wish that i could understand my woman, i want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries all time, what she means when she says nothing's wrong, and how I can make a woman tr...

Autumn carpets of colors bronze and gold a delight for the senses a view to behold nature impresses us and shows us her gifts putting on a quite show helping us go with the flow so many reasons to love this season flowers still in bloom the weather is still nice as months softly slip in wishing everyone a peaceful time.

I saw someone from high school last night.. Wow, I can't believe it's been some years since I graduated. When people talk about time is going fast, they are not kidding. It has been so fun going through all of my old boxes. I've found old pictures of people; people I love, people who I now don't talk to, people whose names I can't even remember.  I've thrown a lot of it away, but i've also kept a lot of things . I found my senior will from the newspaper of my senior year and I laughed and laughed at some of the things I left . I mostly laughed because so much of it was inside jokes, and i had to remember what they meant.  Good times and good times. It's so touching to be teenager and have such fond memories of the life I've lived so far. And i must say, a large part of it was fun to share it because a lot of our old memories include each other. 

Sometimes it makes me smile, me and girlfriend, really we have so much fun together, it's really crazy. My title has something to do with us laughing and laughing for hours this past weekend. But that's that. We also have arguments that are equally nuts, but I guess that's people like to call having a passionate relationship.  We got so much done on the house this weekend, but it only feels like we're a third of the way from being done with all that we have to do. We painted 2 rooms almost all day of sunday, we got the carpet installed upstairs, keep making dump runs to throw out all the crap that is invading the garage. But i can't talk about this anymore. So, I will trip to the mountain and i'm scared how cold it's going to be there. I talked to my friend who lives there and he was telling me it will probably be in the 9 degree the week i'm out there. 9 degree??? It was 25 degrees here last night and i thought it was so cold. 

Tomorrow I go back to work. My days off are over. I slept most of the way through, but it was the right thing to do. I even got to watch today my favorite movie in the world. Yesterday was my aunt's birthday, and for some reason, "The Sound of Music" was on, so I decided to watch my movie today. I can only really watch this movie by myself because the other people in the house will never sit down to watch it. Is this weather weird, hot sometimes and other times cold? It was supposed to rain here, and luckily it wasn't. And last night's storm had passed. It woke us all up. I think I'm becoming someone else, and it's a really weird feeling. It makes me feel a little sad.

Wow that was a really long time to be without internet. finally, we got to spend some time at the mall trying to buy what we really needed, but today we actually got to hang out. and while my friend's family are eating, i came to the internet café. I don't think i'm really ready to reflect on the poverty that exists here. being in the middle of it is tough and saying that i'm lucky is an understatement. let me give it a little more thought. I and my friend are homesick. this is admittedly so, but i really assumed it would happen. we still have a week left up in this island, but maybe it will go by fast. We've spent the last couple of days here. they really are good people here and they are very kind to us. this has actually been the most relaxing because we've been running from place to place like maniacs. also, this area doesn't seem to be as hot, hustling and bustling with traffic and smog and this is a little more slow paced.  I don't even get me star...